you took away the last little bit of good in me, now i’m left with emptiness and heartless trying to find my place
its not breaking up that’s had me in a complete wreck since that day. its how the day before everything was alright, you said you loved me and there was no way we were going to break up. it was the way that you made me leave home on a plane to see you and then you left me 5 minutes within getting to your house. it was the way i had nowhere to stay left out on my own for three days 900 kilometers from home. it was the way when the first night i had to stay at your house because there was nowhere else to turn and i’m in your living room in the middle of the night and you text me saying i can come into your room and hold you if i wanted… I’ve been messed up ever since i read that text. it was the way you made me believe everything was going to be alright. it was the way when i went to KP to see my friends and you told the principal so i could not even see them after getting thrown out. it was the way my friends had to pick me up in the streets at three in the morning after having a breakdown and finally loosing it. it was the way you left me with nothing and felt good about it. she’ll never have any idea of what i went through tried to do and am still going through, because in her mind it was just a game. I got played, the worst part is she told everybody it was my fault so now i’m hated by my friends and they don’t know the story behind my name.